Away from her now, I still love her. I want for things to be good and positive between us, something full and great. ...It’s not in her cards anymore. She wanted rid of me, and now I don’t exist. I’m here with my feelings for her, and with her upcoming marriage she didn’t want anyone else to be close. She doesn’t trust or like me.
I made mistakes; I am going to have to live with them and what they took away for the rest of my life.