I'm leaving school (at least for a while) and wasn't able to say goodbye to any of the teachers that I liked. (In the band department, they still think I'm coming back.)
I think I just lost a friend because of the first situation I listed, and he misunderstood something I messaged him.
I keep feeling more and more alone and empty. I saw Ralph Breaks the Internet today, and it ended up making me feel even worse.
I'm not going to get into it in this post, but...it feels like, with every year, the feeling grows stronger that I don't want to live anymore.