I love her. That doesn’t count for anything with anyone but myself, since I always get pushed farther away. To her, my feelings are a mistake, my finding her was a mistake. I keep making mistakes, even without knowing it. Now... I’m supposed to not care. Carry on even though there’s a mess behind, and I am banished from the person I love.
With Styna, she took everything back that she was going to have with me. She never came for the winter, and she doesn’t want any sort of friendship. I’m either a threat or someone who needs to be punished for past errors.
I love her. That doesn’t count for anything with anyone but myself, since I always get pushed farther away. To her, my feelings are a mistake, my finding her was a mistake. I keep making mistakes, even without knowing it. Now... I’m supposed to not care. Carry on even though there’s a mess behind, and I am banished from the person I love.
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