The past couple days I have been getting some bad news. Now this new thing...it's hard to swallow. I wanted to strengthen our connection, but she doesn't. I have lost another person dear to me. She hates me. ):
I think Styna just blocked my other e-mail address. I think this might mean she is cutting me out of her life, and...she doesn't want to be friends.
The past couple days I have been getting some bad news. Now this new thing...it's hard to swallow. I wanted to strengthen our connection, but she doesn't. I have lost another person dear to me. She hates me. ):
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Whether she knows it or not, she gets needles right at my heart. Lately, it has had to harden some to protect itself. Because she doesn’t have to care about me or my feelings, or the connection I feel with her, she isn’t going to pretend to. She wants to stress that I have made unhealthy choices.
I have done unhealthy things, and things that have hurt ties with Styna. Even so, I love her, and I want to try to make things better. But something might be coming. It could be her telling me we’re not to have anything to do with each other anymore, she dropping me out, or the police being notified. I have been on this journey alone. |
AuthorI have mental health problems and have had a lot of traumatic things happen in my life. If anyone cares to read...here you go, and hopefully it will help some people not feel alone. Archives
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