Judging by them viewing interactions as possible gateways to a soulmate, that means…they’ve probably kicked me off the list or forgotten about me.
I love Styna and have wanted to be with them for over five years now. They must not think our connections and me are enough.
Elsie was just in the veterinarian hospital/office again for the past couple days, she came back home this past day (Sunday) with more medications, and now there’s more to worry and get depressed over in the way of Styna.
Maybe there will be something new that is good one day. But for now, with Styna/love and a few other situations, it’s not here. I’m afraid that I’m going to lose everything with the person I love.