The first thought that came to me was regarding someone who might have moved, and the absence that opened up for another person who was friends with him, and who might be a friend of mine, and is at least friendly and nice to me. I was part of a group that went to a movie a couple days ago, and the latter person wasn’t feeling well. I think something is bothering her, and if it was a departure, then it might have affected their health, and if I was viewed as a possible substitution, then I failed due to having and/or exhibiting a different personality. With that, I’m just a reminder of who is missing.
Then today, another thread started in my head. To be honest, all this time I haven’t known how the RSS feed works on this site. I’ve thought that maybe signing up for it on one page only gives you updates for that page. But if it signs you up for everything, then a person could maybe see what is posted in the Mental Struggles Blog, which I’ve had set for years as a private page. This possible friend once made a reference to one of the pages of my site (Data Dump), so it’s possible that she selected the RSS feed and has been able to read these posts without me knowing it.
If so, then these posts might have upset them too. By continuing to post in this outlet, I unintentionally hurt them and hurt whatever friendship we might have. So what I do about the Mental Struggles Blog, I have to think on it.