For those people who have wondered why I don’t just block my brother on Twitter to solve the problem of him coming across my stuff, and so I can make it public again and go there... I don’t know what the name of his account is! Whenever he creates any sort of profile, he never uses his real name, but instead chooses something somewhat random.
I’m wondering now if Styna left me because of my feelings for her. I can’t do anything about my feelings, so she might think it best to cut me off.
One thing I have been thinking on is what her boyfriend thinks of me. When people stream, they can pull up a list of the people who are watching. For his streams, I don’t tend to stick around for very long because I am either tired or have other things to get done. There have been times I have seen him pulling up something on his screen from the reflection on his glasses that might be the list of viewers, and his reaction doesn’t look happy. This is either because I also have feelings for Styna, or he has more of a bad mental picture of me than I realize. I may be naive or inexperienced on a lot of things, but I’m not a predator. I don’t bear ill thoughts about him either. In fact, I still remember details of the brief conversation I had with him on a stream of his over a year ago; we were able to communicate alright before he decided to block me.
Nothing else I can think of to talk about at the current moment. Stay tuned for Wacky Wednesday!