Jumping over to Styna….she’s not doing good. She has been isolated since the beginning of the COVID pandemic over two years ago, with no end in sight. On top of that, the news has been flooded with horrible things lately, with people not even being able to trust the government, so…it’s like her mental health is under assault from nearly everywhere. I love her, but I can’t do anything to help or comfort her. I can’t be with her, talk to her, hold her, anything. Nobody is there with her except her animals. I want her to be okay, yet there is nothing happening to help her. Our world is okay with people suffering.
I have been going to a “day program” off-and-on for over five months now. I had grown sort of close to my supervisor; now he no longer works at the program, with noone filling his position. I didn’t know him for too long, but it is apparent that I get attached to places and people, since trauma from the past surfaces whenever I am confronted with the fact he’s gone; I am reminded of all the deaths, departures, and estrangements of my life, a never-ending cycle of loss.
Jumping over to Styna….she’s not doing good. She has been isolated since the beginning of the COVID pandemic over two years ago, with no end in sight. On top of that, the news has been flooded with horrible things lately, with people not even being able to trust the government, so…it’s like her mental health is under assault from nearly everywhere. I love her, but I can’t do anything to help or comfort her. I can’t be with her, talk to her, hold her, anything. Nobody is there with her except her animals. I want her to be okay, yet there is nothing happening to help her. Our world is okay with people suffering.
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