She sees me as a stalker and is scared of me. I do love her, and never meant for her to be hurt or afraid. Because of how I did things, I’m now on her list of traumas. ):
I don’t think she’ll ever want to be friends. Things will never be okay between us, and she hates her memory of me. I believe she might be moving to England at the end of the year. Even so... I still love her. That hasn’t changed. She believes it’s all fake, so...my love only causes more harm.