My brother keeps getting worse as a person. I shut my door and lock it at times because he is toxic, but if he finds out that I did that he bangs on the door and calls me expletives. He maintains the position that everyone else is the problem.
There were a few days I felt some peace in the situation with Styna. Then last night I had a few vivid dreams, a couple of them bad, and the rest of today the pained feeling about relations between the two of us has gotten worse.
Posts may or not may not continue, depending on whether I can make them.