* I now have Netflix.
* Styna might still be upset with me. It’s like, given space and time, the more she wants nothing to do with me, because she’s fine with life as it is and there are things about me that make me less appealing as a person to her, even as a friend. Whatever I feel or think is always wrong, or if I’m okay, I don’t know if I am. I’m on jail row, and the only right I have now is to remain silent. My mind is the prison.