Maybe that’s why she will always hold me away; I’d be another obstacle in her way to being with the person she loves. Whenever I express that I love her, it bothers her because she never got to know me and turn me into something other then some typed words.
I feel like I could never love anyone as much as I love her. She found her happiness and gets to make it whole, while mine will never be. If things had turned out differently, Styna is the person I would marry and love every day of my existence. My love will never be addressed or regarded, but it’s still here. And, through all of this, it’s getting stronger. Even if she doesn’t want to share forever with me, I love her beyond words.