I wish I knew how long I’m going to feel this way. I will never be able to love the person I love, and I don’t know if anyone will ever love me in return, if there’s anything about me to love. I thought that maybe Styna felt the same way about me that I do about her, and we could love each other for the rest of our lives. But she doesn’t. I won’t even be able to be friends with her, let alone be one with her. She left me because I hurt her and she feels threatened by my feelings. All those months, she couldn’t even feel my love. Now I don’t feel like I will ever find it. And being separated from the person I love, as she drifts farther apart from me...
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AuthorI have mental health problems and have had a lot of traumatic things happen in my life. If anyone cares to read...here you go, and hopefully it will help some people not feel alone. Archives
April 2024
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