It could be something with her/their health that happened, or with someone they love. I’m worried about her. If it’s me, though, being there without interacting…if they sense me and I’m hurting them…I don’t know how I could live with myself, with me causing her unintentional pain again. I had started looking at things again a little while back, and they have been one of the bright spots in my day. If my love is the problem…then maybe my heart is toxic.
I feel like something bad has happened. It looked like Styna was doing okay, but something must have happened. I automatically start feeling like it has something to do with me, but I don’t know how it could this time, since I haven’t tried sending anything to them in a long time.
It could be something with her/their health that happened, or with someone they love. I’m worried about her. If it’s me, though, being there without interacting…if they sense me and I’m hurting them…I don’t know how I could live with myself, with me causing her unintentional pain again. I had started looking at things again a little while back, and they have been one of the bright spots in my day. If my love is the problem…then maybe my heart is toxic.
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