Every once in a while, though, this does turn out to be abnormal intuition, and a couple times in the past the detective and puzzle work in my head ended up digging and figuring out stuff it shouldn't have. If people notice what I'm doing and try to mess with it, it can also get scary. Three years ago, in 2016, two people worked on my mind from different positions, and it led me eventually to have a breakdown on Disqus thinking that there was a wide conspiracy against me. At first I thought I was under attack and proceeded to issue warnings and put my defenses up. People gathered, asking what was wrong, and then I broke down, heartbroken by recent events and confused about what was happening to me.
I want to be happy, have love in my life, and to love. But this topic, when the anxiety gets going...it can terrify and cripple me. Ms. Mulaney has a lot of anxiety, but she has also dated a lot of people throughout her life. I have never dated a single person before, and the area comes with a load of worries and insecurities. I continue wanting that one special someone I can love for the rest of my life, and I thought it was going to be her. Because I'm committed to her, I feel like I am in a relationship, and my body does too. As time goes on, this one-sided relationship deepens and matures, and I don't know what to do with myself. All I know is that I want to love her every day, and my hormones continue to act up. I feel like she's the one for me, but the signs tell me she isn't.
But anyway, does anyone know the difference between the words "fuzzy", "furry," and "fluffy"? It's been on my mind the past couple weeks.