I have slowly been writing a song (“slowly” because I didn’t want to lose the melody). Today I filmed me singing what I have so far, to keep the tune stored and to check how long things are running. Surprisingly, I already have about a minute of the song done. I felt like I had barely even started it yet; now the concern will be about running too long.
I keep thinking about Styna. I love her so much! Even though she doesn’t want me, my heart is still hers. There seems to be no end to these feelings I have for her. She is the person I love.