She responded well to the medicine and did really good with the people there. Elsie has been even more loving since she got home; she has been spending nights on my bed.
…My heart is continuously growing for Styna. They may or may not have any hope about relationships and love, but I love them so much. I all the time want to be with Styna and love them. I’m also scared about my feelings, since they have been growing, but Styna doesn’t love me back. I can see myself spending the rest of my life with them, which makes me happy, and then I’m sad. There is so much they draw up in me, and everything about them feels so right, it’s shocking. I want to reassure Styna every day that they are loved, and to make them feel it every second we are together. Of course something like this would happen to oddball me.