It is becoming more and more apparent to me how much I invested in Styna. That she doesn’t have the feelings for me that I have for her is bothering me. She never promised me anything, but I still feel cheated on. She is the person I was giving myself to and wanting for a year to be with, and it turns out that she only wants someone else. She is passionate about him, when I thought it was the two of us that had something special. Even now I feel committed to her and feel that anything else on my part is cheating: When I committed, I really committed. It’s not constricting, but right now it is painful. I’m looking at the knot I tied.
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