I have been so depressed today. It’s gotten…painful, and I don’t talk about it. Over two years on, I still am in shock from the news of Styna’s engagement. I still love her, while I grapple with going on, staying away, not messing. Life is the same, but it’s completely different. It’s like the church service I went to yesterday: empty, and fighting forward with struggle. Elsie is the only spark. Styna’s happy, which is good, while I’m…in this.
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