I know she’s engaged to someone else, but I can’t help what I’m feeling; I feel like I want to work to the point where I can marry her and spend the rest of my life with her. There are some things that would be different from a “normal” relationship because of her chronic illnesses, but I honestly don’t care.
I have never felt this way about anyone else before, and it continues day after day. It is in direct conflict with the situation as it stands, yet it lives on. All I can do is live with this and move into the future. It’s the truth about myself: I love Christyna Whatman.