Since Ms. Mulaney has started dating her best friend...I think she has forgotten about me. I have tried looking for signs that she still at least cares about me, but she might have only been pretending to as long as she thought I could be a potential partner. I think about her every day, and I love and care about her every day. Even if we won't date, I still want to be there for her. I still feel a strong connection with her and want to hug her, to spend time with her and be all that I can be for her. Or maybe she's pretending that she doesn't care. I can't help what I feel for her, and I hurt so. Frickin'. Much. I feel so much about her at times; to me, it feels like she's getting colder. After all this time, I thought I would at least mean something to her. I don't feel hate, only love for her.
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AuthorI have mental health problems and have had a lot of traumatic things happen in my life. If anyone cares to read...here you go, and hopefully it will help some people not feel alone. Archives
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