I can’t believe it’s been 29 months since the stuff with Styna first started. Since the end of August, I cut ties to her posts and trying to communicate. The residual from the matter can still be potent at times, in how I feel about her, the pain, and the conflict. It remains the most I have felt in connection, affection, and attraction for another human being. ... It’s also hard to believe that it is already almost two years since I asked if she would marry me. In that time, I lost her completely. I haven’t felt enough draw to a person since.
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AuthorI have mental health problems and have had a lot of traumatic things happen in my life. If anyone cares to read...here you go, and hopefully it will help some people not feel alone. Archives
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