My brother continues to get worse, and he's verbally abusive on a regular basis. All it takes is one remark from him and I go into some sort of shock.
I started getting my hopes up that maybe Styna wanted to be with me, even though there was still a little bit of doubt because a lot of things hadn't been addressed yet. A post of hers today made the doubt bigger.
Though I don't understand what has been going on from her end, I have been trusting in her. If I had no trust in her, I would probably have left not long after meeting her online. I thought the book and its late-year release date was a thing of trust.
...And now I will never know what things she writes are about me or someone else.
Does this mean that she doesn't love me? Or will talk to me? ...I feel like she's cut me out of her world. I thought she loved me.