And as far as the whole love/Styna thing...my mind and emotions feel raw. I wish there would have been something to come out of this. My heart feels married and committed to a person I can’t have, and yet I still don’t have any companions or partners to make me feel better about life. My love isn’t accepted, so it doesn’t feel fulfilled/fulfilling. If I am forced to disembark from this journey, it would have been nice to have something to move my love to. I am ready for commitment and intimacy in my life, but I don’t see that possibility anywhere around me.
Regarding my long job search, some applications have been submitted to different places, and so far they’re not being accepted. I’m going to have to keep plugging away until someplace will actually take me.
And as far as the whole love/Styna thing...my mind and emotions feel raw. I wish there would have been something to come out of this. My heart feels married and committed to a person I can’t have, and yet I still don’t have any companions or partners to make me feel better about life. My love isn’t accepted, so it doesn’t feel fulfilled/fulfilling. If I am forced to disembark from this journey, it would have been nice to have something to move my love to. I am ready for commitment and intimacy in my life, but I don’t see that possibility anywhere around me.
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